Sense I’ve been here I’ve only eaten once. I purged what I could. Right now I’m on at home suicide watch because I tried to cut a vein with a mirror that I broke. So now everything that I could use to harm myself has been taken and I am not to be left alone. They’ve been trying to feed me. I almost had a panic attack in Walmart because they wanted me to pick out ice cream.
I’m a broken mess.