My Friend Ana

So..

I was going through old pictures from last year as motivation to continuing losing weight. I was thin, my collar bones stuck out, I had a flat stomach, I was somewhat happy. My friends, family, and coaches were all very concerned and kept telling me I was too skinny and needed to eat more. So I decided to go back to see what my lowest weight was. (I was really into tracking everything.) They were all freaking out over 112lbs ! Like wtf ? That’s not even close to skinny for me anymore and they were actually threatening me with hospitalization when I weighed that much.

Until my clothes are baggy again I will only see myself as severely obese.
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If I don’t binge I’ll be okay.
Is it bad that I’m super excited about this ?

Just ordered two more. (Different style) They’ll be here sooner. I can’t wait over two weeks for sharper blades.