My Friend Ana

Thin & Flexible.
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Even if I want to eat normally I can’t..

I tell myself I can eat whatever I want..

In the end I’m still counting the calories and hating myself for being so weak.

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I’m so insecure about my legs that a lot of the times, I won’t wear shorts because id rather sweat than show my fat thighs.

My family talks so much shit about me only wanting to drink purified water and how I should just drink from the tap, but every time I buy a case of water they drink it all.

I was so drunk last night..

I barely remember anything other than throwing up, it sucked but I was so exited to get all the food I ate out of my stomach. Is that bad ?

Oh and I drunk texted my therapist.. That wasn’t too good.

Is it even possible to eat without wanting to kill yourself after ?
So..

I was going through old pictures from last year as motivation to continuing losing weight. I was thin, my collar bones stuck out, I had a flat stomach, I was somewhat happy. My friends, family, and coaches were all very concerned and kept telling me I was too skinny and needed to eat more. So I decided to go back to see what my lowest weight was. (I was really into tracking everything.) They were all freaking out over 112lbs ! Like wtf ? That’s not even close to skinny for me anymore and they were actually threatening me with hospitalization when I weighed that much.